A man said to Abdullaah Bin Mas-ood (radiyallaahu-anhu): ''I do not want to be amongst the companions of the right, I want to be amongst those foremost in faith.’’ So Abdullaah Bin Mas-ood said to him: ‘’But there is a man right here who wishes that he is not resurrected after he dies. Meaning: himself.
One day he (Abdullaah) came out and the people followed him, so he said to them: Do you have a need? They said: ‘’No, but we want to walk along with you.’’ He said: ''Go back, for indeed it is humiliation for the one following and a trial for the one followed. He said: ''Had you known what I know about myself, you would have hurried to cover my head with earth.''
[Source: Az-Zuhd of Imaam Ahmad: page: 195, 198, 265]